I am having fleeting thoughts of wanting another baby. Then I think - am I crazy!! I remind myself how amazing it is that the girls are past the baby stage. We have no diapers. We are sleeping through the night. We are able to leave them with baby sitters. We can enjoy a moment to ourselves without bouncy, holding or chasing after a baby.
BUT.....this is also what makes me sad. We don't have cribs, baby snuggles, baby firsts. Its a whole new big girl world. In the midst of chaos, laughter, tears, prideful, screaming, scared, screw up, what the hell am I doing, moments the girls are growing up. Its bitter sweet.
